Seriously!

So My brother in Law david sent me an email that said I was lame, casue I never post.
Point taken and agreed apon.
So here I am posting about my life.
So the drama never seems to stop around the parts of my life so I have stopped it. People would be suprised by the acations that i have taken, but never the less done and done.
So I have to ask my self what have i learned from this situation.
Sadly I am not on the "other side" where it is all sunshine and butterflies.
I have however learned that you are lucky in life and Blessed if you can have 1 girlfriend.
I am so luck because the girls that are my true friends have stuck by me and have been there for me, the ones who are not have showen theire true colour, and ladies it does not look good on you.
I have always been a straight shooter and direct and to the point, what you see is ehat you are going to get.

SO OVER IT!



As for Real life this week has been extremely fun.
My Hunky Hubby has outdone him self for yet another day,
He knows that i have never really loved my minni van, I know that some moms love them but that girl was never me and we only have 2 kids so why do i have one.................cause kids have so much crap!
But this girl nolonger has a Van!
My hubby got me a FLEX!
What a man, what a man what a mighty good man! now sing it again!What a man, what a man what a mighty good man! Yes HE is ( for anyone who remembers envouge)
Spoiled Rotten! I know . But seriously great Mothers day gift.
Well other than that.
My son Kingston started to walk and then stopped agian, he can do it he just thinks that crawling is so much faster, oh i love him!
Miss Mya has gotten funnier by the day, she is so excited to start preschool in the fall and that is all that this little girl can talk about.

Love

My Life

WHERE HAVE I BEEN?

Well the truth of the matter is I am at home.
I am tired, for the last couple of weeks i have been busy lots......... all social and stuff.(who am I)
It has been so much fun, but I have lost me, I have started to care so much about what others think of me and who should NOT be left out, that all the sudden I have invited 20 couples over for dinner.
I love to have people around me do not get me wrong.
But right now I think that I need to scale back on things, I need to workout and play with my kiddies and do crafts and sew! Cause I love all of that stuff I just have not had enough time the last couple of weeks.
I am going back to basics.
Me!
Love
N

HOLLA!

So it has been a while, to say the least.
There has been a little bit of life going on.
Go figure.
So lets recap on my exciting life shall we............
So I have found amazing amazing friends here in lethbridge. I have hallways been one that was blessed with having great friends I am really lucky i guess.
So what does that have to do with anything?
Well the last couple of weeks I have needed them.
And they have been there! I love you girls!
Other things that have happened are Kingston is not walking not one bit.
i caught him the other day standing and he quickly threw him self down i think that he was playing me. I think he can walk and one day he will just get up and go.
No hurry that just means that I have to run in two different directions!
Also I have bought an amazing stroller! Amazing! i know a stroller you say what can be so amazing about it..............well drive it i say I dare not tell you what kind of stroller(fear of judgment) but i did sacrifice for it, and i make no apologizes.............except to my husband, who so willing agreed that it was a good buy.
Anyways life is great! GREAT I say GREAT!
love

HOME

I am so glad that I am home!
I did have a BLAST with my handsome husband.
I did miss my kids so much!(now that i am home i could use a break!)
My son now thinks any time that i leave the house that he is going to see me in a week, so i now have a babe hooked on to my hip! I love it, Mya is a Mess she is crying all the time, cause she just needs her Mom!
Fun times and i can not wait to go away again.
Next trip is Seattle with the kids! It should be fun!
We love Seattle and can not wait to take the kids!
any one wanna come.................

Vegas

SO EXCITED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
See yah next week friends!

Lost in Life

Today I feel like crap for lack of a more disrespectful word.
It has been a Hard day, a lot of feeling sorry for my self. Why you ask who knows, sometime things just trigger like that.
I miss music in my home.
I wish that i could sit down and play like nothing.
I used to have this friend and she would say wallow for a minute then pull your self together!
So I need to Pull my self up!
And look at my blessings!
Oh my blessings!

Miss MYA

My little girl has always been a joy in my life, but today today she has made me smile so much!
She has found a love for music, one that she has had for a while.
The other day when i was on the treadmill i was at the end of my work out and need that extra push to keep going so i put on Jennifer Hudson "i am telling you," and when i am needing motivation I sing i sing LOUD so LOUD and mya came running.
She started to singing that she loves her mom so listen to this music and think of my little girl. She is so funny!
Note I had to put on the Jennifer Holiday version cause ...............well if you know you know
Love

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KING

Kingston Brett Gurney
you light up my life , you are so amazing and kind!
we love you so much!
Happy birthday kiddo!
This child of mine was heaven sent, heaven sent for this family, this mother,this father and his sister.

It's that time

So as most of you, have experienced that magical time of the month, where you are tried and cranky and bloated......Yeah that's right I am talking about menstruation.
So why am i talking about this you ask.........
Well tonight I was sitting down and in comes my amazing husband.............who has just clean the house and he says to me,
"how are you"
I say" I am low today"
He says "well look at it this way, your period is almost done."
I look up and reply...................."RUN"
he starts to stammer on his words......."uh ah i mean uh "
I say " RUN" again and again.......................this makes us both laugh! LOTS
Oh how i love this man and all the joy that he brings to my life.

wait till you see my smile

Music fills my soul.
I can't even tell you how much it motivated me, i need it daily. Not in the car or while i am cleaning but I need it streaming in my ears as in the only thing i can hear the only thing that i can focus on, Music lifts my soul.
When I am angry or tense I listen to "church" music, when I am happy I throw back with some hip hop(which has to be in my ears!)but not new hip hop Old hip hop.
But lately this has been my smiling moment!
Listen and enjoy!


Much Love

Inspiration is something funny it hits you when you least expect it.
Today there has been none of that, I have been trying to come up with an amazing idea to share today, something that will take our minds off the world that is falling apart around us.
The truth is I am not that person who can lift my own spirits.
My heart is aching for people in Haiti right now, and the family that are not there to see if their families are okay.
The children are alone on the street and I just want to hold them, i want to invite them into my world.
My world is safe and warm and all my loved ones are safe and have homes and clothing and food.
My life is Great and I am feeling selfish.
I LOVE YOU ALL.
PLEASE leave comments if you have any ideas on how to uplift my spirit, cause today I am sad.

MY NEW FAVORITE BLOG!

Okay, so many of you that know me, know that i hate to be BORED and sit still, I always have something on the go...........and with this new blog, well new to me!
Good luck with all your projects, hope that you will all love it to!
Love

Monday

Funny thing about Monday, there is so much to do! Even if you just cleaned your house still so much to do.
Today I am Grateful FOR MY HUSBAND, not only because he cleaned my entire house top to bottom, but he puts up with all my crafting.............seriously to many crafts.
Today was filled with amazing moments by Mya she is so darling and funny, today was funny face day oh how i wish i had a pic, it would make it so much better! I love this little girl.
I LOVE HER DAD just as much and i am sure a little more.
Love
T

Sunday Oh Sunday BEAUTIFUL Sunday

Well as it is a new year our church time has changed, we are now at ONE oh how I love church but hate ONE o'clock church.
Today was fun with my children, My husband had to work so he slept till 2 and I left Kingston at home to finish his nap. It was great I loved it so much! But in our relief society meeting all the sudden my left leg gave out and the PAIN came, oh the Pain,I have really bad problems with my hips and in the middle of a GREAT lesson they went out.It was so painful, I gathered my children and took them to the Van, it almost killed me.
I got in the Van and started to drive to my moms, cause I really did not think that I should lift my baby out of the van or could. Or make supper. Then as I drove I CRIED I CRIED LOUD and hard cause no one could hear me, I cried cause I want another BABY and I know that right now my body could in no way could do it.
Then my daughter said " mom what's wrong"
I told her "nothing"
She then asked me "why are you crying"
In that moment I remembered that I am so lucky, I looked in the review mirror and saw my BEAUTIFUL children and said "I am so happy that you are my baby girl and Kingston is here with us."
I am Blessed.
BLESSED that my hips gp back into place after a while, Blessed that my family lives so close. Blessed that my little sister NAKITA is always there to help me. Blessed that my Mother made me dinner for me and my kids! Blessed that my husband is at work and is providing for his family.
Blessed!
Love
Natasha

The loves of my life

Mya and Kingston. My children are so amazing and unique, I don't think that I could have imagined their spirits if i tried to.
Today we slept in, oh how i love to sleep! I went to get my son(cause my daughter slept with me) and he was so patiently waiting in his crib, he passed me his blanket and then threw his hands up in the air to reach for his Mama! Oh how a childs smile can just start your day of right!
Today I am thankful for my Hands, hands you say............yup my hands! Today My hands lead me in so many tasks, from changing a diaper(which i am also thankful for) to driving a car, making food for my children, holding my children, touching my Husbands face all the things that my hands do I am so thankful for them.
Also today I made My Sister in law a Present, which required my hands, no pics till I give it to her.
SO TO YOU ALL I say what are you thankful for today?
Love
Natasha

Because I Have been Given Much.
For a while now I have been thinking about starting a blog, but about what? What do I Natasha have to add to the world that is not out there.................ME that is what I have to offer, for so long I have been following others blogs and enjoy them so very much and feel like I want to add my two cents.
So here I go, follow me on this journey it is bound to be a good one!
TODAY I read about Family who has lost there baby, I cried AND CRIED.
I LOVE MY KIDS LOVE THEM.
Then I thought I need to be WAY more thankful for my life and the blessings that I have, so if nothing else goes right i know that I will always have my blessings whatever they will be for that day I have what the Lord has set out for me.
So I reflect, today with a heavy HEART,
I am so thankful for My husband, he is an amazing man and the Love of my Life.
My children give me strength and teach me patience EVERY day
My son is so sweet and my daughter is the notes in my song. Oh how I love My family
I am grateful for a Mother who taught me STRENGTH and to rely on the Lord, my sisters who are always there and all have so many talents and gifts, they teach me to love more deeply everyday. My In laws whom I LOVE! My sister in laws and brother inlaws, But more importantly My husbands Parents who have taught me accptance love and tollerance,I ADORE YOU!
To say that i am Blessed is an understatement!
LOVE