Sunday, January 23, 2011

He will try to Destroy you.

I will not give him Credit, nope I wont he is the guy that went the other way in heaven, you know who I am talking about.


With that being said, yes it is an odd way to start a post! Today at church we were talking about ways that we are not connected to the Lord and I found it sad that I did not realize that I had I had been under his influence so to speak, Ways that the advisary can tear you down are simple and subtle and small, but never the less they are there.
I have been really angry lately at alot of things as well as at myself, I have no idea when i started to Hate myself so much. Until today, Ahhhhhhhhhhh moment seriously there is no reason to hate on me but slowly "He" has convinced me that i am worthless ect!
I remember this that I read once along time ago when I had more "me" time i would like to share it with you.
Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.

I don't know when i stopped believing this but I did, But it is over I am WOMAN! WO     MAN!





Phenomenal Woman
PHENOMENAL WOMAN
by Maya Angelou

Pretty women wonder where my secret lies
I'm not cute or built to suit a fashion model's size
But when I start to tell them
They think I'm telling lies.
I say,
It's in the reach of my arms
The span of my hips,
The stride of my step,
The curl of my lips.
I'm a woman
Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That's me.
I walk into a room
Just as cool as you please,
And to a man,
The fellows stand or
Fall down on their knees.
Then they swarm around me,
A hive of honey bees.
I say,
It's the fire in my eyes
And the flash of my teeth,
The swing of my waist,
And the joy in my feet.
I'm a woman
Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That's me.
Men themselves have wondered
What they see in me.
They try so much
But they can't touch
My inner mystery.
When I try to show them,
They say they still can't see.
I say
It's in the arch of my back,
The sun of my smile,
The ride of my breasts,
The grace of my style.
I'm a woman
Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That's me.
Now you understand
Just why my head's not bowed.
I don't shout or jump about
Or have to talk real loud.
When you see me passing
It ought to make you proud.
I say,
It's in the click of my heels,
The bend of my hair,
The palm of my hand,
The need of my care,
'Cause I'm a woman
Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That's me.

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So needless to say but Ah ha!
I am awake, watch out world cause Tash is Back!

Thursday, January 13, 2011

I wonder who is Still here?

So it has been way way to long! I know I do however wonder who is here, is anyone checking in on me? I Wonder SO let me tell you a little update.

Life is grand right now, grand!
I am currently in Love with my Husband ( I don't see that ever changing!)
I am also in love with My kids they get funnier and funnier every day

I am also in love with my Friends and Family!
Life is Great!